Alright, so I guess you can say we are all insecure human beings trying to hide our real true power. Maybe that power is love, not fear.. not hate. & maybe some people are not ready for real love so they make it seem like they are secure when they are really not. & by doing that, they put up this front, this false pride. What do you think? How do you feel about that?
Haha, thinker eh? Well I asked this to a couple of the homies last night & i’ve decided to Tumblr this bitch to see what you guys have to say.
What do I think tho? Well I honestly think love is the most powerfully thing first of all. Hands down. Everyone wants love — to be loved and to love. & I mean even a hater wants to be loved. You either fear it or hate it, but you still want that love! Some people take advantage of it & by doing that, they get hurt. As much as I hate saying this, it is a game. If you don’t play it well, you’re gonna loose, you’re gonna get hurt. It’s a risky thing, period.
No one can tell you the real definition of love. No one, so don’t let ‘em fool you. You may believe their words, but if anything, they are telling youTHEIR definition of love. We all go through different shit. We may go around telling people how we feel, but they are not goin to actually feel how we feel. They can say they really do, but deep down they can’t. It may be similar, but never the exact same. Does that make sense?
Love ain’t jack shit like what you see in movies or on TV. Some people get that twisted. If anything, what they show are js unrealistic things created for entertainment, which is one reason so many of us are set up to being depressed. We think it’s love when it’s just distraction & infatuation. & when real love finally hits us we get all mad and shit because it’s no where near what we thought it’d be. Some of us get demanding and controlling, wanting someone else to do what we think our ideal of romance should be, without realizing our ideal of love is false and misplaced.
I do believe some people who aren’t ready for love hide it & put up a front tho. The less love you have, the more likely depression is going to take over your life. It is probably the best fckn antidepressant thing there is because one of the most common sources of depression is feeling unloved — some people don’t love themselves and they don’t even feel loved by others. & sometimes they are too self-focused & too into themselves, either still tryin to find themselves or js focused on other shit, which makes them less attractive to others & also leaves them out of opportunities to learn & experience love.
& if they want to base it on a “personal choice” not to love because they either don’t want to feel that pain or they got other shit to worry about, than foreal, that shit is not human. If anything, it can be a choice — a choice to experience life.
Man, I don’t know. All I know is that love is one powerful thing. I cannot stress that enough. Love can either make you happy & feeling good or just make you flat out dumb & lost, leaving you at the side of someone’s curb dummy ass depressed. I call it a crazy thing because it does make you do crazy shit. When you’re in love, you’ll do whatever you can just to keep it. Am I right? & I can probably say that the most craziest, spontaneous, yet stupidest shit i’ve ever done in my life, it was all because of love. & thas on some real shit.
Ahhhh, anyways, this is just my perspective on how I see it. Love is undescribable & unexplainable. I do understand we all have our different opinions, thoughts, beliefs, etc. on this shit & if you’re down to answer, i’m more than happy to hear you have to say.
Fckn speechless.. This is exactly how I’ve been feeling nowadays. :/
*hug. Hah.
